When I am in a certain environment I get super passionate about that cause (education, poverty, personalities, theater, singing, musical theater, movies, Disney, TU). So with that I am always seeing myself doing 1,000 different jobs with all the passions I have. But with each of those passions I am seeing how I will be tempted in some way.
So what do I do? I keep just feeling this sense of waiting. That God has not even opened my eyes to the plans he has in store for me. So I shall wait.